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PTSD: Does it ever really go away?

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I’m sorry I missed posting the ending to the blog about the PTSD trigger. I actually passed out and fell on the floor, hit my head on a chair (it was cushioned!) and twisted my back, broke my big toe–again–twisted my ankle, and got a bruise on my hip and both my knees. It was hard to get up off the floor while shaky, I’m weak anyway, and then with the pain from the fall. But I managed. Was stiff this morning, but I actually hurt more tonight than I did when I woke. Still pretty achy. But I’m tough and I’ll survive–in fact, the cardiologist told Lynn after the wide-awake procedure that I was tough. Yay, me!

I have to go to the cardiologist tomorrow, so I’ll be sure to let them know what happened. It also means I need to finish this blog post up and get to bed. Yeah, we’ll see how that goes.

So where I left off, I was doing pretty good in the hospital. Been there over a week. More than ready to go home but happy with the progress we were making. I was expecting I was waiting for an open cardiac MRI, and along with the infection in my arm, we figured I was going to be there for a couple of more days, at least. (more…)

So I Went, And So It Goes

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So after my last post about how I needed to go to the ER, I did, in fact, go. Believe it or not! No, seriously, ask Lynn. She’ll tell you. I was a good girl. It was an interesting experiencing too. After all the hell UTMB put me through, to see how a real hospital is supposed to handle ER services was interesting. I have this experience with hospitals back home that was not stellar but wasn’t bad, as far as hospital ERs go, and I’ve been to a few ERs in Dallas when I lived there, mostly with my son when he was tiny, and they always treat you differently with a baby, so it’s harder to judge. But I realize now I should have known something was wrong with UTMB.

First, there were the three bad procedures, two of them failed. (PICC line insertion and right-heart cath–remember these for later. They’re important) (more…)

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